Three.Is.A.Charm

    Today is pretty simple. I only had one class, got some subway, and soon I should be getting my nap in. It's just that, its hard to fully enjoy happiness when you see people around you are going through. If only it was a simple as sprinkling some of your happy-sparkles on the person and its all better. Things are not that simple though. Hm. Energy is contagious and instead of spreading mine, I think I'm catching the blue-bug again. I got things I need to do and thoughts I need to work out. I feel kind of bad cause there are things and people I have neglected these past months. 

    I need to get my feelings in order. I don't know what it is about the month of April, but there is an unusual high frequency of people who want to make a come back in my life. The same people who, in some form or fashion, neglected me in past. Just when I thought it was all clear, here they come clouding my vision. The one I expect to rescue me from contemplation obviously can't hear my distress calls, the line must be cut...

Geez. 

Pretty.Breezy

So Its Colder In April...

...than it was on Christmas. I guess thats Georgia weather for ya. It was pretty breezy today. Speaking of breezy, the day was pretty easy. I only had one class, the second was cancelled. Sadly, it wasn't for a good reason...never really is I guess. My professor is pregnant and she said she was cramping and was kind of freaking out [on the inside, she wasn't openly spazzing.] So we gave her a paper and marker to make a sign with. People kept coming and talking to her. I'm like, PEOPLE the lady needs to get to the doctor. Two of em even had the audacity to ask for some papers that she was suppose give back today. Couldn't believe it. *smh* I e-mailed her, I hope everything is okay. =[

Hometown Glory

 I called my Grandma yesterday and in the midst of me asking what she was doing, she says, "It's lonesome, Amber." Man, that jive just makes me wanna hop in the car and make that 3 hour drive to give her some company. I mean, I just think, throughout the years that house usually be full. I mean, even when my mom, my sis and I moved, Grandaddy was there. Plus, we would come practically everyday. Now, that he has passed and we're out of town...there is no one there who comes around much. All that open space only leaves time for thought and memories. I would be lonesome too. Shoot, sometimes, I feel lonesome even when I'm amongst people. I feel pressure behind the tear ducts and I'm a little emotional right now, so Ima stop here. I just...hate for her to feel that way. =\

Anywho, how was your Monday?

True.Religion

I Kid You Not...

   My roomies and I had to do something right. Before we left the room we said, "I can do all things through CHRIST who strengthens me." Since then, things have just fallen into place. We actually caught the bus to class! Yes...we...bus! We are usually too late for it. My first class went sooo smoothly. Even got out early so I could do some much needed studying for my Mass Comm test today. Yesss! 

   I think we are gonna make it a routine. I guess we should have been doing that. Haha. Even if the day isn't going so well, I think it would be good to recite just to keep hope alive and indeed keep H.O.P.E. alive. Haha [Insider for Georgians] =]

   Well, I'm off to take that test. Hope you all are have a blessed day.

Smile =]

Hello.Monday

Couldn't Think Of A Better Title...

So there you have it. Haha.

     So Monday has come and gone, once again. My weeks don't usually drag, so it will be Friday before I know it. Anywho, today didn't go quite as planned. I'm not even going to go through the details. Feels kind of pointless. I'm just disappointed. I really don't ask for much, so I think my feelings deserve consideration. I'm not asking for more than I would give. *sigh* When dealing with disappointments, sometimes, apologies aren't quite enough. Sometimes, you will have to make that jive up. I hope he knows that...

Special Thanks to:

The Black Barbie

Twinnie

Thanks for your kind words and advice. 

I really appreciate it. =]

P.S.A.

    Today, there was a free HIV testing event. I like to know my status, so I go whenever they hold the event at school. I got a negative test result, which is always something to thank God about. Don't mean to sound all BET on ya, but get tested people! Knowing is beautiful. =]

Spring.Break: Day 1

Making My Way Downtown...

Driving Fast, Faces Pass and I'm Home-bound..

Do-dodo-do-dodo-do.

   Haha, Yeah. So...Monday: I finally woke up around 1PM and left my Unc-E's place to head back to my dorm and pack my things. Traffic picks up around 4ish, so I had to be swift. I should of packed and brought my things to my Unc's with me...would of made life much easier.

   Once I got to my dorm, a friend of mine called wanting to go to the mall. She sounded so bored, I felt kind of bad. Everyone one she called was busy or gone for spring break. Anywho, her birthday is coming soon, so I'll make up for that later. I carried on to my room and tried to pack lightly. Its so hard for me to do. I rarely have one bag. I like to have choices. Haha. I made it out with only two bags: one for clothes, other for shoes.

   At 3PM, I hit the road and started my 3 hour trip home. I did make a stop to Wendy's tho. Shoot, I was hungry. Haha. The ride was pretty smooth. No complaints. Got to my Grandma's, I was kind of sleepy tho. M mom soon called wanting something to eat. However, I didn't make it to the house quick enough for her and she had warmed up left overs. Made me feel bad... =\ She did give me her coupon for Subway, so I ate goooood. Italian B.M.T!!! Yum-my!

   My friends and I had a phone conference, making some preparations for the end of the week. I hope it works out. I got to talk to Mr. N for a little while, but he called while I was on the other end planning, so it wasn't as long as I liked. Later that night, he tried to call back, but something wacky was going on with his phone. Hopefully, its working today.

Post up laterrr.

Monday.

Another Monday Has Come...

...It was pretty breezy. I had my first exam in my Intro to Mass Comm, today. I didn't start studying til like 2 in the morn. Yeah, not such a good idea. I think I did okay, especially since I don't have the book for the class. That jive is like $100, which I do not have. Luckily, the online site for the book had free access, so I got to take the practice tests for the chapters. Same questions popped up on the test. Her notes and study guide where quite thorough as well. Looks like I won't need the book anyway. Next time, I just need to study more and I should be good.

  

  I had work today. For some reason, those two hours would not just pass by. Luckily, I brought my handy-dandy new book. I love how it is written. I haven't read anything like it. I love finding a good book to sink into. Each time I raise my eyes from the pages of a book, the view of my life changes. Things have a dream like haze, but are clearer at the same time. I know it doesn't make sense, I can't explain it... Haha. It feels good though. 

    

Hm, now that Homecoming is over, test is taken, don't have anything really planned for the week. Eh...

Speaking of "Eh"...

I saw this today. Don't let the title fool you...