Play.Dress.Up

   So, yesterday I went to Mr. N's birthday BBQ. Like his friend said, we kind of "paused" the movie at the sad part and went back to normal programming. It was really cool. Not awkward at all. I met his God-Mother. I was nervous, from what I gather, she was hard to impress. She said, "I finally get to meet Amber. I've heard a lot about you. I see its all true." *I put up the nervous look, thinking what all does she know?* "Don't worry it was all good." *She smiles and I give a breath of relief* Whew. 

   I surprised him by getting three of his close friends in on a water gun attack. Instead of 20 hits, he got bombarded. Haha. We got him good. Soon it became a girls vs. boys war, but us two girls came out on top. It was one point I had him cornered. We were alone and we kissed, I didn't want it to end. Jinkies man. Ugh! Then we walked out like it didn't happen. =\ Eh. Soon, they were getting ready to go to the club. My hair was a mess, attire not up to par, and I had spent up to my last on his birthday.

    After I left I was in the mood to get dressed up, go out and be bad. I needed to do something so I wouldn't have to think about Mr. N. I couldn't find any takers, but one. The H.S.S. [High School Sweetheart]. Our relationships were hell, but friendship-wise, we can count on each other. I'm so grateful for that. I dressed up in my black dress, new heels, and went riding with him. He knows just how to cheer me up, all it takes is one car ride. =] Something about the sound of the road or something. Hm.

    Came back to the dorm. I got in the groove, dancing and singing to the old jamz with the co-workers. It was soo fun. The night ended well. I didn't go be bad, but I had fun. Just what I needed. =]

Don't.Hate.Congratulate.

Gotta Be Doing Something Right...

  Second day of the new year and I had witnessed Hateration's presence. I had just got off work...then boom! I find out someone post a big, rude, bull jive of a lie on me. I hate to say it, but it got to me. I felt I couldn't trust anyone. I tend to my own business. I'm very much to myself. I like my shell, it usually keeps me from being sucked into drama and the sort. Not this time. I knew it was just the devil...but I was blowed. I mean, it seemed no matter what you do, even a total stranger will try to bring you down.

  I was on the verge of erasing some good people out of my life. I did text a few too, turned off my phone. After I went to sleep on it, I had a talk with my mom. I tell you, I needed that. I already knew I shouldn't let things like that get to me. There will always be a jealous person who will try their d*mnedest to find fault in you and bring you down, no matter what you do. Why? I guess thats just how it is. My Grandma told me that you even have to "ask God to bless em [your enemies]...don't wish bad on anyone." So I did. Its sad that someone thrives off the torment of others...that, indeed, is someone who is in need of prayer.

  Anywho, after a nap and a good talk with my mom and my F-Bestest, I told the people to disregard the text(s). Like true homies, they were understanding; Cali, Homie-P, and The Baller included. 

  

On A Lighter Note...

  My roomie was going out with her friends. They were all jazzy, seemed so nice. I decided to get jazzy myself just for fun. I was anxious to piece up a outfit around the vest I bought at Its Fashion. [I may post a pic of the outfit later.] My Homie-S was on the way to come get me so we could grab a bite to eat. My homeboys usually give me honest opinions. So, I decided to get his. I clanked down to the lobby in my heels, yes I was actually wearing heels, so he could see. My homies were shocked, that was their first time seeing me in that type of get-up. From their expert male opinion, it was a certified "Good Look." =] Yay me! Now, all I need is an event to attend. =] Haha.

  Anyways, I changed and we headed downtown. We started riding around, looking for potential chill spots we plan to invaded later. Finally, we settled on going to the Vortex. It was a cool hamburger joint. I had a bacon-cheeseburger. I know I should of tried some new, but I don't like to play around or guess with food...even if he was paying. It was delicious! I couldn't even eat it all. Haha. Ima finish that up tomorrow.

  Now, I am at work. Yeah, I brought the computer with me this time. I decided to stay an extra shift...well, this is my second extra shift. Haha. I'm just trying to make up for the hours I lost over the break. Well, thats all for now. *yawn*