Summer.Where.Art.Thou

Hello to all my followers, new and old. =]

Is it just me or does it seem like summer is speeding by? Only one month left...geez. I think its time to pull out the ol list:
Summer Goals:
1. Find an apartment for Fall semester. [Application filed, waiting for response.]
2. Find a (summer) job. [Fail.]
3. Get back to my comfortable weight. [Currently working out: 5 or 7 pounds to go]
4. Go to the beach and/or Pennsylvania. [There is still hope.]
5. Make a final school choice. [Done! I'm staying put.]

Hopefully, your list looks better than mine. =]

Anywho, I'm currently in Alabama with my older sister. I really love it. I needed a change of scenery from Atlanta, little cousins, etc. I'm kind of sad to be returning there tomorrow. I will be going home Monday, so that's something to look forward to. My Bestest-M will be coming soon from training in California. Also, B.D. will be returning from basic training. It would be nice to see him. Then there's H.S.S., I wanted to spend some time with him before he leaves to possibly play ball over seas. Seems like I have a lot of men in my life, huh?
Well, I tell you. Most of my ex's are the bestest of friends. When I need them, they are there for me and vice-versa. It's kind of refreshing to be able to talk to them because they already know my background story. You just got to make sure you don't cross the line, which is usually not a problem...

Play.Dress.Up

   So, yesterday I went to Mr. N's birthday BBQ. Like his friend said, we kind of "paused" the movie at the sad part and went back to normal programming. It was really cool. Not awkward at all. I met his God-Mother. I was nervous, from what I gather, she was hard to impress. She said, "I finally get to meet Amber. I've heard a lot about you. I see its all true." *I put up the nervous look, thinking what all does she know?* "Don't worry it was all good." *She smiles and I give a breath of relief* Whew. 

   I surprised him by getting three of his close friends in on a water gun attack. Instead of 20 hits, he got bombarded. Haha. We got him good. Soon it became a girls vs. boys war, but us two girls came out on top. It was one point I had him cornered. We were alone and we kissed, I didn't want it to end. Jinkies man. Ugh! Then we walked out like it didn't happen. =\ Eh. Soon, they were getting ready to go to the club. My hair was a mess, attire not up to par, and I had spent up to my last on his birthday.

    After I left I was in the mood to get dressed up, go out and be bad. I needed to do something so I wouldn't have to think about Mr. N. I couldn't find any takers, but one. The H.S.S. [High School Sweetheart]. Our relationships were hell, but friendship-wise, we can count on each other. I'm so grateful for that. I dressed up in my black dress, new heels, and went riding with him. He knows just how to cheer me up, all it takes is one car ride. =] Something about the sound of the road or something. Hm.

    Came back to the dorm. I got in the groove, dancing and singing to the old jamz with the co-workers. It was soo fun. The night ended well. I didn't go be bad, but I had fun. Just what I needed. =]

Turn.Overs

Double Dribble! Take It Back Down...
Player, I'm Not Tryna Be Anyone's Rebound.

Yeahhh, so...last week, I was myspace-ing a little. I decided to check out the High School Sweetheart's [HSS] page. Yes! I did, I admit it. Big womp! Haha. Anywho, from his new pictures, I discover he had a girlfriend. They seemed so happy. They made a beautiful couple. It made me think, "I wish I had something like that." I'm thinking, maybe he has put the games aside, finally, and settled down. I won't hate on that. We are cool. Clicked and kept it moving.

Lo and behold, I was just checking out some blogs and I get a text message. Well, lookie who! It was HSS. It read, "When u comin to c me?" Whoa! I haven't heard/seen the dude since last year, literally. Something is up. So I check out his myspace page and the pictures are gone. I assume the relationship is over. Wow. So, now, I guess I'm suppose to be the rebound. I may be singular, but I'm not that lonesome. Haha.

I reply, "That was totally random." He responds with, "I kno." I hope he knows that ish don't fly here anymore. High school, yeah, he probably would of got me. Sadly. *sigh* So now I've been degraded to rebound status... Something must be done here. Haha.

Lesson:

Be careful what you wish for 

cause you just might get it!

*insert The Pussycat Dolls*